Sometimes I wonder what might have been if I could just go back in time and change one day, one minute in time, or even one silly little second. Sometimes I wonder about things I have no business wondering about at all. Sometimes I try so hard not to think about something and it only makes me think about it more. Sometimes I don't think of anything other than eternity and that leads straight to an ice pick headache. So today, I will think to myself- It's a beautiful day that the Lord has made. I will learn from my mistakes, grow from my weaknesses and continue to be fanciful and practical. You see, half my thought life is daydreaming fiction and the other half is being a child of God, wife, lover, mommy, teacher of five children, friend, housekeeper, daughter, sister, grand daughter (in that order) the list goes on. I love every day and I feel so blessed to be me. I haven't always liked to be me and that was a big conflict. It is what it is. So it is.
